On Self-Abandonment

I’ve been working with the concept of self-abandonment. And let me just start off with saying that self-abandonment is subtle as fuck!

I thought self-abandonment was when we say “yes” when we mean “no”, when we say we like something when we don’t, when we do things so we people will like us.

And this all IS self-abandonment, for sure. But it is so grossly conditioned within us that I’m sure most of us are self-abandoning when we think we’re not. I am sure because I watched myself do it 100x times this MORNING.